I have to stop thinking

Feb 01, 2004 19:39

Kurits and I just had the crappiest conversation ever .. see more

ok .. well .. he can go to school next year .. but to do the program he wants he has to go to a different campus far far away .. (to go to cona) .. and I want him to do what he wants .. I am in no way standing in the way of what he wants to do.. ok .. well . on with the story .. he has to go away for two years . and I'm gonna go to mun for two years and then go to DAL and be an architect .. or somewhere where I can go to cullinary school and beacome a chef. So if we decide to stay together .. well .. that's 4-6 years with no constant contact. And it makes me sad thinking about it . I almost cried .. and that makes me not want to go away in the summer even more .. It's either .. stay together.. or break up and I don't know how we are going to make this decision .. I don't even what to make it .. I don't even want to think about this ..
actually I don't have to .. well not for a few months

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