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so i wanted a new lj. i have had the other for.. two years now i guess? as i would go back and read old posts i could feel how much i have grown. thought i know i so far to go. my old sn is not me anymore.. it hasnt been for a while now. this breaking up hill.. i thought of it coming back from govonor's school one sunday.. up and down the hills. and i was thinking of my life. how every time i seem to have something going for me, i ruin it some how.. i slow down the process or may i just dont help push it along.. breaking uphill