May 26, 2005 12:36
till school ends. i couldnt tell you how hard it is to sit in class and pretend to be interested. i couldnt tell you cause i dont try and pretend. yesterday i was supposed to have gone to the doctor and been stabbed. however, i was too ill for them to shoot me.
way to beat the system. get out of a shot that will keep you from being sick by being sick.
how i love the sick twisted way of the world.
finished a song i've been writing since like february. thats pretty cool-- i'll be performing it at the related arts festival in the ampitheater but i really dont want anyone to come.
as for graduation- my whole family is coming (this includes people i like and people i dont) and i'll be too busy at graduation parties to pay attention to relatives. and then i'm spending a week in albany which i'm looking forward to just to be relaxed until camp starts. Deer Mountain Day Camp in Pomona NY. ugh, how many summers do i have to spend with children?
as for Alex the firefighter- he's disappeared yet again. this 'mission' that my friends are suspiscious about was cleaning up collapsed houses in south carolina after a tornado or some shit. i dont know, i dont really care, i'm just glad that i heard from him. that made me smile.
i'm so sick its disgusting, i'm going to actually pay attention in class now and watch some Hamlet, the movie. i'm thrilled really. only a few more months until purchase and i cannot wait.