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i dont know what to feel...thru all the pain the hardship the sorrow the worrying then depression and the breaking away i dont know which one hurts me more. they all kill my heart so much and i dont know if i can even go on and survive. i dont know what i want or what i feel or what i need nemore. im just gonna give up and see what my pittiful excuse for a life can come up with for me. im going to try to stop trying for things that are never going to happen and try and let somethings come to me *although they NEVER will* i dont know nemore. its all just one big mistake rolled into another and i cant take ne of it w/ all the stuff in my life right now. at this time i would like to quote an adema song....
"im sick of all this pain
im giving into it"
bye guys
John
"im sick of all this pain
im giving into it"
bye guys
John