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well everyone...hes gone...my grandfather has passed away. he was in pain since last night i fell asleep at 230 and woke up at 4 cause i didnt know when he was gonna go...then mom told me to go get more sleep so i slept till 12 and my mom woke me and told me he died. i didnt know what to do w/ myself. im so depressed and i dont know what im going to do w/out him. it hurt me bad and my heart is hurting really bad. it feels like it might give at negiven moment. i dont know what to feel nemore and i dont know if i can make it cause each time i feel better i lok at my grandmother and it kills me cause i know she is hurting really bad. we all are. the whole family was right there beside him the whole time and although he couldnt say nething i knew he knew everything that was going on in the room. please....please....please everyone. if you feel like talking to me (and i really need people to talk to) call my cell phone.....i really need this guys and if u can help in ne way please call. it doesnt matter how late it is tonight cause i wont be sleeping tonight. ttyl i love you all. goodbye everyone