seriously? wtf.

[breakinbenny]

so...i don't know what to say right now.
Zach just told me that he's joining the marines when he graduates.
this is like...this came out of nowhere.
he said that he's been thinking about it for a while and hasn't told me because he knew i wouldn't be happy about it.
and i'm not.
i swear he's trying to kill me or something.
i'm seriously sitting here and bed, crying for the billionth time it feels like.
i just...he's gonna kill me.
he really is.