so much has changed....
A lot has changed in such a short period of time. School is fucking gay... i am doin good but i just hate being there.. when i missed the first 3 weeks cuz of mono... i was just chillin at home... i hate goin to school... there is so much pressure to fail... not succeed. if that makes any sense at all... Me and oscar are still together... almost 11 months and still going... hes the only thing that really makes me happy and that scares me a lot!... hes leaving for iraq and it is starting to drive me mad... i dont no wut i am going to do with myself... i feel helpless.... he says everything will be ok and hell come home.. but i have bad feelings about it... i cant loose him... he should be back in time for prom.. we are hoping.. if hes not ill be upset cuz i want him to see me and we wood have a great time... I dont agree with wut the usa is doin.. oscar has to risk his life for wut.. oil? I understand that compared to other wars.. this many deaths is nothing.... but it takes the loss of one person to ruin someones life. just one person