today was...
friggen annoying
why must some people be so immature?
well i guess i really can't talk too much
i have my days.
well here goes all that happened today.
jade's pissed at me because she found out i have a thing for cameron
and cameron found out i have a thing for him,
and see my problem with this whole "Boys finding out I 'like' them" is that once they know and i don't know if they feel the same way it's automatically not okay for me to like them anymore, because i don't want to get scammed over.
and this is what happens when you end up falling for someone younger than you;
you get wrapped up in all the crap that all the little girls are gossiping about and la de da de who who.. and it just so happens that every effing girl in that grade wants him as well.
and now all of my little buddies in that grade are pressuring him into "asking me out" and the thing is I DON'T EVEN WANT HIM TO.
because we're both in the mode where we just want to figure things out, and they're making it impossible to do so. i don't even know if he even has a thing for me.
ugh
next time i like someone
i'm not saying a word