Feb 22, 2011 13:58
So..... 6 years since my last post here and I am STILL in TRANSITION. Fuck man. My husband just got extradited to NC and I am stressin about how to come up with bail money and how to move back to NC and find a job out there and all that. I know I'm surrounded by a lot of caring people and angels but the funny thing is that a lot of strangers are the ones looking out right now. Not really the folks you'd expect to care. Like family. Sometimes I'm left feeling completely abandoned and unloved.I wouldn't want anyone I love to have to go thru this shit. Oi. Not sure how i'm gonna make it thru this but I'm prayin. I know that everything happens for a reason and that everything is happening now exactly as it is supposed to. I guess it's just frightening and disappointing. I miss my baby and I'm about to lose him for like 4+ years. I'll keep ya posted. Think I'm gonna use this again and Fuck FB. Peace.