Sep 27, 2008 17:38
Do you ever get the feeling that you should know more about something, or at least pay attention to it? What's the term they call us? Oh, yeah... it's called disenchanted youth. That's what it is.
Maybe I SHOULD be paying attention more to the events that happen in my world. I get this nagging feeling that paying attention in political or country matters concerns me. Like, there's some sort of unexplainable feeling that it concerns me.
Oh, yeah. I know. I know it's scary not remembering who you were or where you came from. Believe me, it still makes me upset, when I see people talk about family. I won't admit I'm really jealous of anyone. I can press on a smile and keep the act going. But it does bother me more than you'll know. I won't find out who I am here, I think. I had that chance back at home.
But it's a tiny feeling that grows more. Sure intuition is laughable, but it hasn't been wrong so far.
Though then again, what sort of sign was this? Seriously, though. I can't think of a time I've been more confused than right now, and maybe...
Maybe that's the scariest part of all for someone who has been confused most of their lives.
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bat country,
always optimistic,
this is not shadow hearts! promise!,
make the most of things,
curse,
aaaaaauuuuughhhhhhh!!!,
affected