huh.
so, as i have come to learn, part of being a grown up is not crying when you are stressed out. rather, you have to take action and do what's best for you.
so.
after lots of crying and being a baby, i have done what's right and quit my job. i quit my job and i'll be moving to the city in a month. i still want to cry because the stress of leaving a job, starting a job (with the freakin federal governement no less... they make you jump through hoops to get hired), and knowing that grad school is around the corner makes me want to cry every time i think about it all.
but i'm not allowed to cry. there's no crying in baseball, i mean, there's no crying in your mid-twenties. (ew, someone totally told me i was in my mid twenties and it made me shiver).
being responsible sucks.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm just trying to psych myself out.
i'm not stressed out.
so.
after lots of crying and being a baby, i have done what's right and quit my job. i quit my job and i'll be moving to the city in a month. i still want to cry because the stress of leaving a job, starting a job (with the freakin federal governement no less... they make you jump through hoops to get hired), and knowing that grad school is around the corner makes me want to cry every time i think about it all.
but i'm not allowed to cry. there's no crying in baseball, i mean, there's no crying in your mid-twenties. (ew, someone totally told me i was in my mid twenties and it made me shiver).
being responsible sucks.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm not stressed out.
i'm just trying to psych myself out.
i'm not stressed out.