long time no see!

[breakdwn51]

wow it's been a while huh? well let's update...so i was dating this kid nat...cool kid...like him a lot...but he doesn't treat me very well...but me being vulnerable and very attatched to people didn't seem to mind that...but now we are just friends but i still like him...and i have a major crush on aaron from work...he actually lives in dunstable and i've known him for a while through GD...then there's mike f...i really like him! he's so much fun...we're hanging out soon...20 of my GD friends came into lui's to see me! it was the best thing ever! i love all of them and miss them so much! and i miss nick c too...i wish we could've had something (i still wish we could have something) and then there are those really close friends of mine that i've been thinking a lot about lately...nichole- love that girl...dont' know what i'd do without her...so much fun...gonna miss her...ok not talking about that! jon- best football player for the tigers! best kid in the world...love him to death and always will...best friend ever! edz- i'm really sad cause he doesn't seem to care as much about me and our relationship as much as before he went to college...but that makes sense...he has a "new" life now...i don't know...love him as well...he means so much to me and always will...ted- we've known each other since we were born and i just feel so close with him! i love that boy!!! confirmation was so fun and so special cause i love the kids i made it with...jess- miss her! love her! erin, meg s, danielle- all those girls i love them and miss them so much and hope we can stay friends for a real long time...i dont' know alright so enough of that...what else is new...just christmas shopping right now! ahh! so many gifts so little money! i really wanna go out with some lui's kids soon...that would be a blast...i love those guys...anyway...bball is going well...i can't wait till games start...thanksgiving was great...good food...good times...i miss jenny though...only 2 more weeks till she's home from africa/london...i can't wait! i dont' know what to get her and liz for christmas! eek...but thanksgiving night my family had a huge fight...it was so weird...i hate fighting...but it's better now thank God...i love my family...my dad is on his annual PA hunting trip for a week...less stress around the house when he's gone...but i miss him and love him...i get way too attatched to people way too easily...it's a good thing and a bad thing...i don't know...random thought...so why am i choosing to write in this here livejournal again? because i enjoyed it...i like writing about things that are going on...it's a good release...and why make it public...because i want to! anyway...i'm tired...but i'm wearing a longsleeve shirt with a hood...with the hood up (of course) and that makes me happy :) what else is new...am i forgetting anything? let's see...i miss soccer season! hopefully we'll get that indoor team going...i'm bringing tony pasta tomorrow after work! yay! i miss hanging out with mark and seth too...i wanna go into boston to see them sometime...that would be awesome! everyone in my life means so much to me...i hope you all know that! you always will mean so much to me too! i want a relationship right now but i don't...i like being single and meeting so many new people but i miss being special to someone...and having someone to focus on...i really miss that...i would love it if someone cared about me so much again...but i don't know...ok what's new what's new...hmm...nothing more i guess! just bball singing lui luis school people...that's it! alright well then i guess i'm off to bed! i will update this more often again now...love you all...peace.

*~*Katie G*~*

night night "look at the stars...look how they shine for you"