Multiplying kisses
My friends all hate each other. I am not exaggerating. There is apparently a war going on in their hearts.
I can't take it anymore. I tried to help, I tried to be neutral, I tried to ignore it, I tried being understanding, I tried silence, I tried speaking--I think I've tried everything that I, myself, could possibly do. It just gets worse. There is just a bunch of bitterness, and it's not going to get better till they start looking at themselves, and stop pointing fingers and just do what they SHOULD do about themselves.
It hurts me so much. I feel like I can't do anything. I feel stuck, like every time I am with one of them that I am in enemy territory and that I can't speak without thinking about what I am going to say lest I leak something dire that adds fire to the already blazing flames.
It's a pain now, and I said I would deal with it, but now I don't know if I can.
Maybe I will just go with Amanda and write my fan letters and live in a cave and admire Robert from afar and just sink into this fake world. Sounds like a plan no?
Works for me. I can't wait to see how this Thursday will play out. I might just die.
Friendly fire, people...
I can't take it anymore. I tried to help, I tried to be neutral, I tried to ignore it, I tried being understanding, I tried silence, I tried speaking--I think I've tried everything that I, myself, could possibly do. It just gets worse. There is just a bunch of bitterness, and it's not going to get better till they start looking at themselves, and stop pointing fingers and just do what they SHOULD do about themselves.
It hurts me so much. I feel like I can't do anything. I feel stuck, like every time I am with one of them that I am in enemy territory and that I can't speak without thinking about what I am going to say lest I leak something dire that adds fire to the already blazing flames.
It's a pain now, and I said I would deal with it, but now I don't know if I can.
Maybe I will just go with Amanda and write my fan letters and live in a cave and admire Robert from afar and just sink into this fake world. Sounds like a plan no?
Works for me. I can't wait to see how this Thursday will play out. I might just die.
Friendly fire, people...