damn the fucking lives
i am so depressed. and i don't know what to do about it. it's not my fault. my family does'nt trust me so they said. i don't trust them. yea. every kid in the world has thought this but. i feel like im the only one having to deal with this. all my old friends have such happy little familys who never yell at each other. in school pour test said that there was no one left on earth so he took poison, then the phone rang. how ironic. i wonder what it felt like? no i am not thinking about suicide. i was. but not anymore. wow. what a shocker. i need a place. to scream. to cry. to think. not here. cause here i am judged on every little fucking thing. everyone i care aboout is either leaving or well...i dont know. drifted away. Matt is moving to NYC. I miss Shelby. Sam acts drunk all the time. he may be. =[ . i cant erase the stuff i have done. but i would if i could. im done here.
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