Apr 27, 2004 18:38
ive looked back on my whole life recently, but there was nothing there. no happy memories, no long-time friends, no joy. and then i looked at what i had inf ront of me today, and realized everything is fake. my friends are fake, and selfish. your all so shallow. you only care about yourselves. i always go outof my way for my close friends, and i get nothing. im sorry if you dotn ant me to tlak to you because your in a good mood. your all not the people i thought. fuck your shows, fuck your parties, fuck everything that reminds me of you. im done with you all, just dont come to me nemore. just because you dont want to feel bad because sum1 is mad at you, thats all it is. nothing is going to change, ive been through this before. i shouldnt have to feel this way because of you.
silence overtakes me