Rage and hate and pain and fear of self
As many of my comrads, I too am in a rather slumpy position. I have so many plans in action, dreams, visions of what could and rightfully *should* be, and then I have reality. It's stiffeling!
"I want God to turn me into a bird so I could fly far.. far far away from here."
~Jenny-Forrest Gump
Because here.. that's where I am, and it sucks.
A dear friend of mine has decided to end our friendship. As a matter of fact, he's ending quit a few friendships at the same time. No one knows why because his reasons are hollow, but they are his reasons and I'll respect them.. whatever they really are. I just hope that when it dawns on him that he's made a terrible mistake, he'll be man enough to admit it. Until then however, he can never say he doesn't know we love him.. so much..
I've had my heart broken by boys before, but I must confess nothing compares to this.
"It doesnt matter what I say
So long as I sing with inflection
That makes you feel that Ill convey
Some inner truth of vast reflection
But Ive said nothing so far
And I can keep it up for as long as it takes
And it dont matter who you are
If Im doing my job then its your resolve that breaks
Because the hook brings you back
I aint tellin you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely"
"I want God to turn me into a bird so I could fly far.. far far away from here."
~Jenny-Forrest Gump
Because here.. that's where I am, and it sucks.
A dear friend of mine has decided to end our friendship. As a matter of fact, he's ending quit a few friendships at the same time. No one knows why because his reasons are hollow, but they are his reasons and I'll respect them.. whatever they really are. I just hope that when it dawns on him that he's made a terrible mistake, he'll be man enough to admit it. Until then however, he can never say he doesn't know we love him.. so much..
I've had my heart broken by boys before, but I must confess nothing compares to this.
"It doesnt matter what I say
So long as I sing with inflection
That makes you feel that Ill convey
Some inner truth of vast reflection
But Ive said nothing so far
And I can keep it up for as long as it takes
And it dont matter who you are
If Im doing my job then its your resolve that breaks
Because the hook brings you back
I aint tellin you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely"