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yeah, hi, wow....i don't even know where to begin.....i mean, damn.....everything seems to be falling to the shits these days....
today....before work, i got in a fight with this boy, eddie...blah....i dunno, i would say that i was pretty bad, but it was nothing, we fought over everything and nothing all at the same time, it was dumb, we were both really angry i guess....but oh well....he's got a lot of nerve,....i guess i do to but shit,...i dunno...i had a talk about it with Tiphanie...(she's so smart), she actually made some sense to me....made me kinda feel better about some stuff....and i knew everything that she was saying to me, it just hit me in a different way i guess....something that really gets to me thought, and i don't know why, but it does, is what he said to tiph on the phone, he's "done with me" and i just keep on thinking the only response that i would give to him if he said that to me.... sweetie,.."done", nothing's done....cuz there was never anything there to begin with.....
i dunno, sometimes, people just make me so angry i just don't know what to do with myself....bleh, anyway, i don't wanna get all worked up over it again....so moving right along....
tomarrow, or should i say today, i'm going on this retreat with my church, i feel bad leaving all my pets alone, for three whole days, that's a long time....i hope i don't regret going on this thing....hrmmm.....and i'm riding there in someones car, with ppl that i don't really know...and uhg!.....
oh i don't know what to say anymore, i'm all talked out....bleh, i'm gunna go write in my book....whish me luck on my trip......
good luck.......yeah, right , huh....anyway.....i'll be back sunday...tootles
today....before work, i got in a fight with this boy, eddie...blah....i dunno, i would say that i was pretty bad, but it was nothing, we fought over everything and nothing all at the same time, it was dumb, we were both really angry i guess....but oh well....he's got a lot of nerve,....i guess i do to but shit,...i dunno...i had a talk about it with Tiphanie...(she's so smart), she actually made some sense to me....made me kinda feel better about some stuff....and i knew everything that she was saying to me, it just hit me in a different way i guess....something that really gets to me thought, and i don't know why, but it does, is what he said to tiph on the phone, he's "done with me" and i just keep on thinking the only response that i would give to him if he said that to me.... sweetie,.."done", nothing's done....cuz there was never anything there to begin with.....
i dunno, sometimes, people just make me so angry i just don't know what to do with myself....bleh, anyway, i don't wanna get all worked up over it again....so moving right along....
tomarrow, or should i say today, i'm going on this retreat with my church, i feel bad leaving all my pets alone, for three whole days, that's a long time....i hope i don't regret going on this thing....hrmmm.....and i'm riding there in someones car, with ppl that i don't really know...and uhg!.....
oh i don't know what to say anymore, i'm all talked out....bleh, i'm gunna go write in my book....whish me luck on my trip......
good luck.......yeah, right , huh....anyway.....i'll be back sunday...tootles