A vent
I have become an addict to TicTacs. Seriously, its like a good little after taste snack. =]
3ish more weeks left until school is out for winter break. I am so excited. Seriously though, after Dec. 3 I am practically done with everything, just a little studying and that's it. Stupid fucking papers though. Ugh. O well, I can't wait to go home, hang out and see friends.
Okay...
Now to get down, dirty and to the point.
Lately, I have been so sick of negative, pessimistic, "who can't get out of their black hole in life" people. Idk, maybe it's just I am optimistic person that it's easy for me to see the good in life, that I AM the only one who can really change things, so it is up to me ultimately to make things better. I have heard a lot from people that "life sucks." Seriously, don't give me any of the that "life sucks crap." Life isn't complicated. It's the people in the world who make things that way they are, and most of the time, unfortunately, people choose the harder way out because they like drama or something. I have realized that with people dealing with the past and future to not focus on that but live in the present. (yes i know, easier then done.) Just because it's hard though to do it doesn't mean that you should automatically rule it out. I dislike people who don't try, who can't even think that they are worth something. If you honestly think that you are worthless, then maybe you need a serious reality check for what you have in life. You don't have to have a significant other to make you happy. It's called being fully independent and there is nothing wrong with that. That doesn't mean that no one loves you. As for getting over someone or try. Don't pretend to get over them if you aren't over them. Just let it flow and eventually it will run out. People who refuse to see the good in life when things are tough are weak and narrow-minded and the best thing that they could ask for is change. Furthermore, don't give me advice if you aren't going to follow it. I have learned and am currently trying to follow the advice I give because I give pretty good advice and I know that if I listen to myself my life would be better. I dislike it when people do that. You don't have to do it all the time, but seriously, you shouldn't say something that you are not going to follow. Where's the validity in that? I do what I do because I just like to. I shouldn't have to be questioned or have to follow a book rule because I just don't have to. Yea, I have become to have low tolerance for negative people. Get over it is that you are being so emo about (it could take awhile but it doesn't/shouldn't take up your entire life) and live on. Things change, people leave, people arrive. All in all, you should just do what is best for yourself with taking in the consideration of others. People don't control you, you control yourself, so don't give me any of the puppet crap because to me it's all about self-will and to if you want to be happy, then just be happy. IT CAN BE THAT SIMPLE.