.aut vincere aut mori.
I've just deleted 98 percent of my facebook profile.
I keep thinking what's the point? What's the point to any of this?
I'm never going to get where I want to be. So, instead, I've decided to just slowly disappear into silence. Into being average.
Into slowly whittling away my own existence until no one realizes I'm gone. Until I'm fully absence, until I have no one left in my life to make me feel like I don't deserve love.
Instead, there will be no love. There will be nothing. And I will be free once and for all.
I keep thinking what's the point? What's the point to any of this?
I'm never going to get where I want to be. So, instead, I've decided to just slowly disappear into silence. Into being average.
Into slowly whittling away my own existence until no one realizes I'm gone. Until I'm fully absence, until I have no one left in my life to make me feel like I don't deserve love.
Instead, there will be no love. There will be nothing. And I will be free once and for all.