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Christmas was a typical Wilson Christmas. The sister-in-laws, Jes, her sister, Jules, and Coach all went for a girls day out. Or some other feminine make-believe bullshit. My brothers and I think it was just an excuse for the group to go out drinking, shopping, and probably gossiping. Coach flew home yesterday for her family celebration, so she got to spend actual Christmas with us.
Since Jes is home for the holidays, we did a whirlwind tour of family and friends. This happens everytime we date. The feeling of settling down, of attending parties as a couple, it's all very overwhelming. It makes me feel a little claustrophobic and a little cornered. The upside is that we've been through this enough times to where Jes can recognize what's happening. The downside is that she's very, very, very good at keeping me in check now. The moment she sees the panic in my eyes because someone else has said, "Just saw the ring. Finally grew some balls, huh?" she'll pull me away, make an excuse and we'll go outside for a little bit. And then the crazy bitch jumps me and refuses to finish what she's started unless I behave for the rest of the night. Worked every time.
Since Jes is home for the holidays, we did a whirlwind tour of family and friends. This happens everytime we date. The feeling of settling down, of attending parties as a couple, it's all very overwhelming. It makes me feel a little claustrophobic and a little cornered. The upside is that we've been through this enough times to where Jes can recognize what's happening. The downside is that she's very, very, very good at keeping me in check now. The moment she sees the panic in my eyes because someone else has said, "Just saw the ring. Finally grew some balls, huh?" she'll pull me away, make an excuse and we'll go outside for a little bit. And then the crazy bitch jumps me and refuses to finish what she's started unless I behave for the rest of the night. Worked every time.