Bleurgh
so its....too early in the morning and i got up to do homework cos im stupid and havnt done any the past 2 days. fucks sake.
yesterday i went to matt's house for his bbq belated birthday thing in the afternoon and oh it rained. but i bought him him some bits of plastic :) mmm and i drank one beer. yes. ONE beer. but i didnt eat enough and my immune system is slowly dying and i feel crap now :( so pathetic. and i have to go to work feeling like this and actually expire tomorrow at school with a full day of lessons :'(
maybe i should have gone home earlier last night, but nevermind, i spent the evening hugging alex and such like so i was happy.
speech day was...fun. stupid bus was like 20 mins late but by the time id rung my dad and he'd come round to pick me up it was there.....lots of shouting. but then dad got me to school proper quick like 60mph through sarratt :O and i had to run to mrs daffern to register and all. grrr buses. worthy of an angry letter that is.
got to hall, stood around, thompson called us in, sat down, blah blah. some nice speeches from...mrs hadfield who is chair of governors and alwasy wears peculiar colourful outfits :/ a very dull and 30 min long one from DV saying the school has excelled and best results in 7 years (i swear in assembly t'other week she said 10) blah blah i almost fell asleep kinda thing. then orchestra played...crown imperial march of wotsit doodah. then prize giving. w00p. for prizes, then merits...up we go...lalla...however mat who was infront of me was collecting like 3 things and i was stuck behing mr moore waiting to go get mine and hurrr oh the shame. but nevermind. i can now safely say i have shaken hands with Mr Twigg, and i have £15 worth of book vouchers. then mr twigg gave some speech and he spoke exactly like tony blair ...dramatic pause after everyword..which was annoying. and then he mentioned the accident and had to look up (refer to his notes) james and david's names....if you don't know what happened and who was involved then dont bother.
WHY OH WHY did they get a fucking politician in grrr he went on forever in that blair-like fashion.
anyway, when it was all over, found parents and stuff, alex appeared looking sexy in suit and pink shirt and tie combination. yum :D
blah blah, went to matts, him, alex and simon had praccy whilst i curled up on sofa underneath alex's suit jacket and jumper cos i was cold reading thomas hardy. it was fun. back to alex's at like 10 and stuff then went home. i was peeved cos everyone had stolen him away that day and all i wanted was an alex to hug :'( put me in a funny mood all day and yesterday but im ok now cos he was all mine last night and mm :)
so, work today, im actually going to pass out, really dont feel well but i need the money :( ive taken some crazy herbal capsule things that boost your immune system and whatnot so hopefully i should be fine if i keep taking them.
oo ooo ooooo i hate to sound so clicheed but i <3 that boy so so much with his cuteness and smile and hugging talents and blueblue eyes and oh :D
yesterday i went to matt's house for his bbq belated birthday thing in the afternoon and oh it rained. but i bought him him some bits of plastic :) mmm and i drank one beer. yes. ONE beer. but i didnt eat enough and my immune system is slowly dying and i feel crap now :( so pathetic. and i have to go to work feeling like this and actually expire tomorrow at school with a full day of lessons :'(
maybe i should have gone home earlier last night, but nevermind, i spent the evening hugging alex and such like so i was happy.
speech day was...fun. stupid bus was like 20 mins late but by the time id rung my dad and he'd come round to pick me up it was there.....lots of shouting. but then dad got me to school proper quick like 60mph through sarratt :O and i had to run to mrs daffern to register and all. grrr buses. worthy of an angry letter that is.
got to hall, stood around, thompson called us in, sat down, blah blah. some nice speeches from...mrs hadfield who is chair of governors and alwasy wears peculiar colourful outfits :/ a very dull and 30 min long one from DV saying the school has excelled and best results in 7 years (i swear in assembly t'other week she said 10) blah blah i almost fell asleep kinda thing. then orchestra played...crown imperial march of wotsit doodah. then prize giving. w00p. for prizes, then merits...up we go...lalla...however mat who was infront of me was collecting like 3 things and i was stuck behing mr moore waiting to go get mine and hurrr oh the shame. but nevermind. i can now safely say i have shaken hands with Mr Twigg, and i have £15 worth of book vouchers. then mr twigg gave some speech and he spoke exactly like tony blair ...dramatic pause after everyword..which was annoying. and then he mentioned the accident and had to look up (refer to his notes) james and david's names....if you don't know what happened and who was involved then dont bother.
WHY OH WHY did they get a fucking politician in grrr he went on forever in that blair-like fashion.
anyway, when it was all over, found parents and stuff, alex appeared looking sexy in suit and pink shirt and tie combination. yum :D
blah blah, went to matts, him, alex and simon had praccy whilst i curled up on sofa underneath alex's suit jacket and jumper cos i was cold reading thomas hardy. it was fun. back to alex's at like 10 and stuff then went home. i was peeved cos everyone had stolen him away that day and all i wanted was an alex to hug :'( put me in a funny mood all day and yesterday but im ok now cos he was all mine last night and mm :)
so, work today, im actually going to pass out, really dont feel well but i need the money :( ive taken some crazy herbal capsule things that boost your immune system and whatnot so hopefully i should be fine if i keep taking them.
oo ooo ooooo i hate to sound so clicheed but i <3 that boy so so much with his cuteness and smile and hugging talents and blueblue eyes and oh :D