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I'm not really happy with people that don't even know me attacking me, but I can understand their reasons. Of course you want to stand up for your friends. I have done the same.
I just wish you knew my reasons for things before you chose to slander me, but I really haven't givem my reasons to anyone. I have been avoiding on-line confrontation, and at the same time trying to unpack and adjust to apartment life.
I have a friend, and for years there have been people not wanting us to be friends. We have a very confusing past, but it boils down to is that this friend of mine is not one I am willing to lose. I have faced difficult times during my life in college and this friend has been there for me to listen and support, and vic versa. We may fight a lot and agrue, but they never seem to last long. A good talk seems to fix just about everything.
Now back to the people that don't think we should be friends. I have very close friends that don't think I should have this particular friend in my life. They are only looking out for my best interest, and don't want to see me get hurt again. With life comes pain. I am not scared to have this friend in my life. My friend has peole in his/her life that don't want him/her associating with me. For the last couple of years, I have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me for them to not like me? I try to get to know people... I try to be accepting. I try my hardest. Some say that people can get jealous of me, due to the past that has been created. I am nothing to be jealous of. I am just a friend, and that is all that I will ever be.
The only thing that makes me upset with the people outside of this partular friendships is people trying to keep us from hanging out or even seeing each other. When people do that, it makes me feel like they are trying to destroy the friendship, which is really upsetting.
I don't have the power inside of me to hate someone... I honestly and truly try to be friends with everyone. I feel that one of the world's greatest insults is to try to be something you aren't. And when you pretend to be someone's friend, then that is not really you. It hurts to find out that when you are really trying to get to know someone and be thier friend, it was all just an act to begin with. It is alright if you don't like me. Not everyone in the world is meant to get along, personalities crash.
I am sorry if my two words offended you. I hate name calling, truly. I was just hurt and needed to show it. I feel like I am slipping into my old ways of drama... but it is over now. I spoke my peace.
I just wish you knew my reasons for things before you chose to slander me, but I really haven't givem my reasons to anyone. I have been avoiding on-line confrontation, and at the same time trying to unpack and adjust to apartment life.
I have a friend, and for years there have been people not wanting us to be friends. We have a very confusing past, but it boils down to is that this friend of mine is not one I am willing to lose. I have faced difficult times during my life in college and this friend has been there for me to listen and support, and vic versa. We may fight a lot and agrue, but they never seem to last long. A good talk seems to fix just about everything.
Now back to the people that don't think we should be friends. I have very close friends that don't think I should have this particular friend in my life. They are only looking out for my best interest, and don't want to see me get hurt again. With life comes pain. I am not scared to have this friend in my life. My friend has peole in his/her life that don't want him/her associating with me. For the last couple of years, I have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me for them to not like me? I try to get to know people... I try to be accepting. I try my hardest. Some say that people can get jealous of me, due to the past that has been created. I am nothing to be jealous of. I am just a friend, and that is all that I will ever be.
The only thing that makes me upset with the people outside of this partular friendships is people trying to keep us from hanging out or even seeing each other. When people do that, it makes me feel like they are trying to destroy the friendship, which is really upsetting.
I don't have the power inside of me to hate someone... I honestly and truly try to be friends with everyone. I feel that one of the world's greatest insults is to try to be something you aren't. And when you pretend to be someone's friend, then that is not really you. It hurts to find out that when you are really trying to get to know someone and be thier friend, it was all just an act to begin with. It is alright if you don't like me. Not everyone in the world is meant to get along, personalities crash.
I am sorry if my two words offended you. I hate name calling, truly. I was just hurt and needed to show it. I feel like I am slipping into my old ways of drama... but it is over now. I spoke my peace.