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I'm scared, having come to the realization that many of my 'nightmares' that occur while I am asleep involve me being engaged to someone I have no real feelings for. I kid you not; I had one last night. It sounds stupid unless it's you having the dreams, so putting this up is pointless, but so is livejournal.
I know I have chemical inbalances in my brain and such, but what is it called when you are really happy one moment and feel terrible the next? I don't mean moody, and it's not bi-polar. I mean a rapid, unexplainable shift in your outlook on life. I have no idea, but I have that.
And apparently I am also completely self-involved.
It makes me angry at myself that I'm so 'introspective'.
I know I have chemical inbalances in my brain and such, but what is it called when you are really happy one moment and feel terrible the next? I don't mean moody, and it's not bi-polar. I mean a rapid, unexplainable shift in your outlook on life. I have no idea, but I have that.
And apparently I am also completely self-involved.
It makes me angry at myself that I'm so 'introspective'.