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Everyone expects me to be someone ... like there is some special talent lying dormate beneath my exterior. I don't fucking get it.
I mean, I enjoy hearing that I'm beautiful, intelligent, tallented and all that bull shit, but honestly thats what I think it is at this point. I believed it bofore, kind of, but now everyone says it so much that it just seems like they say it because they don't want me to get depressed or feel shitty. I wish people would just be honest. I know I'm not perfect ... but my family expects me to be, and its fucking hard to live up to what they expect of me.
I want a break.
I don't want to be perfect.
And I don't want guys asking me to have sex with them anymore or to see nude pictures of me.
I'm not a whore and I don't want people to expect me to be.
I mean, I enjoy hearing that I'm beautiful, intelligent, tallented and all that bull shit, but honestly thats what I think it is at this point. I believed it bofore, kind of, but now everyone says it so much that it just seems like they say it because they don't want me to get depressed or feel shitty. I wish people would just be honest. I know I'm not perfect ... but my family expects me to be, and its fucking hard to live up to what they expect of me.
I want a break.
I don't want to be perfect.
And I don't want guys asking me to have sex with them anymore or to see nude pictures of me.
I'm not a whore and I don't want people to expect me to be.