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So, I spent the majority of my day with my amazing boyfriend.. is that a crime? No? I told his sister that I'd help her with her son's birthday party today. So today I spent the about 12 hours with his family. And I had a ball. They're awesome. So all would be well, except for the fact that my grandfather's party was this afternoon also. As I've mentioned, I don't get along with my father's parents at all. I had made plans for Tyler's birthday party a week and a half ago. So I wasn't going to NOT go to an 8 year olds in order to spend an hour with people who I don't get along with. I get home and my father screams at me and my mother screams at me, both of them telling me what an awful granddaughter I am. ALL I WANT IS AN APOLOGY. My father's side of the family is a bunch of stubborn inconsiderate assholes, and frankly, I don't want to be the bigger person anymore. I love them yes- they're my family. But I can't stand the awful things that they say to me, about me, about everyone.. it makes me sick. All I want is an apology and a little respect as to them NOT gossiping while I'm around. I'd rather surround myself with more positive people.

wow. huge sigh of relief.

love yous