star crossed lovers, hm.....
so ive decited that ryan is basically the best thing that has happened to me this last year. its like coming out of a smoke filled room into fresh air; its so easy to breathe. im just happy and i smile all the time now. so life delt me some pretty frickin huge lemons, and well, ryan has truely helped me to make lemonade. sounds cheezy, but, ive been needing him all my life. yeah, rewind, and none of my boyfriends ever treated me this good, fast forward- ryan isnt even my boyfriend yet and he treats me like a princess. the world needs more men like him. more people like him.
so back to life, work is crazy, seeing how i do jack and get paid basically bank for playing games and spending the day with ryan. benefit to working with the guy you date #1 ; you get to see him everyday. ooh, not-so-benefit #1; cantttt touch him or kiss him. yikes... that last one tips the scale further than the first.. but ill have it. hes worth it.. way. x10. but we find ways to be affectionate. its comical really. we'll touch knee's under the table and smile because we both know that if there werent people in the room we'd so make out. i picked up ishmael for the 13th time ( probably) and i think i might attempt another reading. or atleast finishing it once. i need to clean my room, desperatly. im such a pig sometimes.. oink. anyways eyah, im way down for pasta lately. i just got back from The Rock and all i will say is that im full and smell of garlic. luckily ryan is sick, so maybe ill still get kisses. im sure some day he will read this and have many questions for me. ah well, something to talk about. well, im off to bed and then up early to do another puzzle- i mean work. yes, work.
so back to life, work is crazy, seeing how i do jack and get paid basically bank for playing games and spending the day with ryan. benefit to working with the guy you date #1 ; you get to see him everyday. ooh, not-so-benefit #1; cantttt touch him or kiss him. yikes... that last one tips the scale further than the first.. but ill have it. hes worth it.. way. x10. but we find ways to be affectionate. its comical really. we'll touch knee's under the table and smile because we both know that if there werent people in the room we'd so make out. i picked up ishmael for the 13th time ( probably) and i think i might attempt another reading. or atleast finishing it once. i need to clean my room, desperatly. im such a pig sometimes.. oink. anyways eyah, im way down for pasta lately. i just got back from The Rock and all i will say is that im full and smell of garlic. luckily ryan is sick, so maybe ill still get kisses. im sure some day he will read this and have many questions for me. ah well, something to talk about. well, im off to bed and then up early to do another puzzle- i mean work. yes, work.