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my life is basically this; work, sleep, eat, salsa dancing, hiking, church, work, work, sleep, ooh ohh did i mention work. sigh. but its ok, hes there and that makes it 10 times easier. some times i walk in the sun and i take a deep breath and i appriciate all the hard work the trees do. school is coming, and i cant wait to be somebody else. if your wondering, im doing ok. im happy, and i laugh, and i dont get so sad anymore. i go out with my friends all the time and i have fun. i have my moments, but when the day is thru, i laugh because i know its all gonna be alright, and sunny tomarrow. even if its raining outside- its sunny in my heart. finally. but you can call, or write, or email, or send a dove. i wouldnt mind. art and music has come back, and im finally starting to be myself again. note to self; if you cant be yourself fully with someone, get away, because your you, and you cant be changing that just to make things easier. anyways yeah, i guess you could say he brings it out in me. go figure. its funny how we finish each other sentences and do all the same things. i dont understand it, but its way cheesy. and i love it. hm.. what shall i wear tomarrow.. i think im starting to feel again. its been years.. i never used to worry what i wore. hiking.. salsa, air, love, friends, work. its all i need.