Jan 15, 2005 21:57
i have decided that from now on i am going to write at the top of my journal entries what i am greatful for. today, its my eyes. as simple as that really. i dont think i could ever explain what they mean to me.
i took a deep breath tonight and realized that my life is just beginning. i have this need to satiate my stirring spirit of adventure, but the question is where do i start?
who knows really, the point im getting at is that im thinking it, so thats a start for me. i guess...
allowing myself to be a tad bit girly every once and awhile seems to be ok lately. im reffering to my pink nails, thankyous to my older sister. in the midst of her boredom i became her muse and i recieved a 'duel makeover/ manicure' all in one thingie ma bobber. go figure.
aaaaanyway, ive decided that im not going to go looking for love anymore. because i know that im worth all the love in the world and thats enought to sustain me for now. i figure that as long as i love myself, others can love me too. including my future hunk o burnin'- ahem.. future man. the lord works in mysterious ways, specially when it comes to my love life. i just know that my future in love will depend mostly on me. so fathers be good to your daughters/ daughters will love like you do/ girls become lovers who turn into mothers/ so mothers be good to your daughters too.