the cracks in the wall are fucking growing

[bread_and_roses]

friend's camp was everything and fucking more. weren't none too emotional saying goodbye to laura cause it sure ain't goodbye, seeing as i'm seeing her in two weeks or less. and i know i'll see lillie soon, but damn, sayin good bye to the rest was fucking torture. i know damn well i won't see most of them again. something was different this year, but i don't know what. i was only there for a week, but it felt longer.

i need to hit the road cause shit kidz, i been in arlington for less that four hours and i already feel dead again. why does this town do this to me?

i cried last night for the first time in a while.