so why are we so afraid to say it?
i got accepted to the Groundwork trainer-training. fucking rad. i'm psyched. which brings us to the fact that i just said rad. i don't know why. that just described the situation well.
remember back when cons weren't something you felt compelled to go to? and you had that little thing known as post-con depression? i have that real hard right now, just from hanging out with jess and owen. it's really tough to go from such a loving place or from such loving people, to such a cold, dreary, hostile place such as AHS.
a lot of things have me confused right now. overall though, i'm pretty happy.
i think it's unhealthy the way i over-analyze my interactions with people.
remember back when cons weren't something you felt compelled to go to? and you had that little thing known as post-con depression? i have that real hard right now, just from hanging out with jess and owen. it's really tough to go from such a loving place or from such loving people, to such a cold, dreary, hostile place such as AHS.
a lot of things have me confused right now. overall though, i'm pretty happy.
i think it's unhealthy the way i over-analyze my interactions with people.