yellow pages
i want to get better now. im done with this. ha if only it was that easy. i wonder about those people that force themselves to be sick to get attention or whatever. i wish i could tell them that eventually people just dont care. its like watching a bunch of scary movies. soon you wont be scared as easily. i feel like i'm always trapped in a box. and no matter where i go the box goes with me. it may get bigger or change shapes but its a box. im trapped. its closing in on me.