Apr 12, 2004 23:02
my uncle shane (victor) suprised me by coming down to cali. i was so excited i almost cried. i decided monday when i was at the tattoo parlor with amiee that if i were ever to get a tattoo it would be in honor of him. my uncle and i are really close. for years i never felt i belonged in my family, to this day i still feel a bit of an outcast. but then there was always my uncle who would call and i would be the only one home so we would talk for hours...but i grew up knowing that he wouldn't always be around. so ya i'm going to start thinking....and thinking...and figure out what i want. but i want it to be him. i want it to be all the wisdom and hope he has brought into my life, i need it to remind me everyday is presious...and i know if it has to do with him it will.
-coco