Christmas
The holiday season is around the corner, and I'm having a hard time this year. Last year my aunt, who was more like an older sister, passed in my house Christmas morning. God that was an awefull day and that will be talked about in a later post. What I am worried about now is this Christmas. I just put up my own lil 4 ft tree in my room, bc my mom has decided to become the real life Grinch for good reason bc it was her sister. I however am like my dad this years Christmas will be like a band aid you just have to grab the corner and rip. Will it hurt like a bitch? You bet. Will you cry? Oh like a baby, but you know it's alot better then leaving the band aid on and watch it fester. How to remedy this years Christmas dilemma? My mom's bright idea is to go to a casino bc it gets everyone away from the house. I get not having Christmas at our house, but you know not everyone is old enough to gamble so why can't we stay at a centeralized hotel close to everyone? Anyway I am straying from my point. My point is Christmas comes only once a year and yes last year was our worst nightmare, BUT as the Grinch learned you can't stop Christmas from coming so why not turn grit your teeth and face it with a Mel Gibson Braveheart war cry ripping from your lungs?! I think it's better then curling up in a corner in the fedal position and hoping it'll be over soon.