wow....reality check...

Mar 26, 2005 14:02

So the last few days of spring break have been really educational and exciting i guess. I mean i actually understand shit for once in my life and its between me and sean....i know it goes between me and ryne and me and boomer and now em and sean? no, its not like i want to have raging hot sex with him, eactually i just miss him. and not in the relationship way just as a friend. After hurting ryne and seeing him kinda go through everything i went through sean, puts me in seans place a year ago. It makes me realize how he felt and how he was hurt too even if he didnt show it. i finally understand everything and its great. I love figuring shit out like this. its so amazing. anyways...

I havnt had much excitiment in like the last 6 months as i did last night. omfg it was so funny. I got off of work at like 945 and met matt, kevin and boomer at taco bell and they were going to race some fags. anyways i went to my house and got out of my icky work clothes and boomer came and got me. we dropped some kid off and were on our way to a party. lol me and boomer were at the mchenery and 14 light and we were making out, and he took off his foot from the break because the car in front of us was going. lol so the bitch in front of us slams on her breaks, causing us to rear end us. her car was fine, and so was boomers so we didnt file it. ive never been in a car accident, and i was just sitting there dazzled. it was werid, i was all shoken up from just bumping the fucker. damn im scared to drive now. even if i wasnt driving and it wasnt my car. so we go to this kids house and he wouldnt let us in because "his mom" says boomer is bad, becaus ei guess everytime he comes over he gets in a fight with someone. lol so we leave and they start talking shit and boomer and kevin get all nuts and we finally got them in the car and left. lol matt and boomer drove past and pulled the e-break. wow that scared me too :/ lol. so we went to matts and just hung out. lol i knned boomer in the mouth and he got a fat lip and was gushing blood. wow im a fucking genuis. lol i have such a good time when im with them. even if im never with any girls, lol i still have a good time with them.

work is slow as hell, i doubt its going to work out. eh whatever. i need a new job. its fun and everyones really nice. all the guys kept picking on me since i was the only girl for awhile. i got a break and i was outside smoking and they kept asking me for my id. lol and then they called and i answered and they were fucking with me. lol i was talking with one of the assistant managers ryan about boys and stuff and hes like wow, i wouldnt of dated a girl if i was 20 and she was 16. and hes like well maybe if she was cool. lol he seems like a cool guy hes like, you could put me in jail from even talking to you. lol they all think im really shy, lol i laughed and told them they dont want me to get too comfortable, ill be running around making animal noises, oh gosh good times.

tonight im working, hopefully it wont be that bad since im going to be with britt. lol and then i have no idea whats going on, myabe i might go to boomers and we can just hang out or im going to dye some easter eggs, yeah i gotta believe in the bunny because i get a ester "bag" lol yay.
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