DREAM
I had the craziest dream. Me & some people were snorting methamphetamine - the night before I had to meet my p. o.(this is my reoccurring nightmare & has been for months) but then there was a very odd twist on it. Me & this whole army of girls - like every female i've ever known - where trying to get Joe out of jail. But then Craig stepped out of the side of the woods & I walked over to him & he said, "But you were supposed to be my future."
I woke up and called him. I think it signifies how heavy the idea of me or Craig relapsing is. Because he is my best friend & if he did, I'd have to reorder my entire life structure. Because we are so close, if I did, it would be a tremendous letdown to him.
I woke up and called him. I think it signifies how heavy the idea of me or Craig relapsing is. Because he is my best friend & if he did, I'd have to reorder my entire life structure. Because we are so close, if I did, it would be a tremendous letdown to him.