Cycles.

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The weather is so fantastic here it's hard to quantify.

I walked outside onto my back patio naked last night. Pretty sure my neighbors to the left, not to mention oncoming traffic down park, can see at least partially onto said patio, but I didn't care. It felt amazing; cool, almost chilly, with moonlight breaking through the trees and onto the

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Question 1- They just do. I'm guessing because it becomes less of a priority to people who aren't constantly horny, and while I considered myself to be one of the male-est females I know in regards to my attitude towards sex and etc, it just kind of fell by the wayside among all the other shit we have to get done. I also think my loss of libido stems from some really deep-seated insecurities about all the weight I've gained in the last two years and my inability to be really intimate with just about anybody, but that's another blog entirely.

2- I'm working out, changing my diet, and back on an insulin-burning drug so I can start trying to get into good enough shape to find a wrestling school in Jacksonville (I think I may have one). A friend of mine trained with a wrestler from Ocala's Funking Conservatory (run by Dory Funk Jr), so I know there are people around here that do training at a decreased pay rate. It's something I've wanted to do for the last few years, just haven't had the money or the means, but I'm working on that. I think I could do pretty well on the Indy circuit- don't ask me about the pros (WWE and/or TNA, because even if I ever stood a chance at getting in to either of them, I'd probably turn it down on grounds of morality alone). But never say never.