Dec 26, 2006 22:26
As I said, it was a really nice semester, especially by the end of it. And I guess a lot of that has to do with the boy. I mean... I guess it's over now. But we're still talking a lot which is nice :) And I think we can go back to being friends if I'm good and let go, y'know? The silver lining on breaking up is that now I'm recallibrated: I know what I want, what I'm looking for. And hopefully, I'll avoid the kind of guys who aren't on the same line of thought. I don't want to deal with that sort of thing again. I think if I'm good, I'll be all right. It would have been nice to have someone to kiss on New Year's though... But somehow, I think I'll survive :)
I need to find a job. Ideally, one up in Boston. Wish me luck. Since I won't have the boy to distract me, I can use my days off to work, maybe at an internship or something. I need a real job though, not just something to make money. Although, I'm planning on tutoring for Princeton Review if they'll take me. That way I can make money even if I get a non-paid internship or something. Again, I hope I can find a way to stay in Boston. Wish me luck.
It's so good to be home. It'll give me time to get myself under wraps. And no, I'll still like the boy into next semester, but it'll buy me time to adjust to no longer being together. And my family is very good as an anchor.