Sep 01, 2006 21:12
I am such a fucking conformist sometimes….
THE RULES :
- List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- Don't say who they are, use people only once.
- All who read this must post in their own journal (if you want)
One
Holy, shit…we are basically the same person and it is scary. I am so glad we reconnected, because I don’t foresee the same thing happening again. You changed my life in so many ways, it’s not even funny. We haven’t fought at all, and we have had a lot to possibly fight about. You were always there, and I know you always will be, and that makes this new journey so much easier. I love you, indescribably.
Two
What the fuck were we thinking? We are basically the shit when we are together haha. We had some great times, and I foresee more to come. We let 4 years pass because of some stupid drama from freshman year. Let’s not let that happen again
Three
You are my friend, then you aren’t. You say one thing, then blame me for the results. Every goddamn fight is trivial and childish. Your friends are dropping like flies. You just fucking wore me out. Sorry.
Four
I want your affirmation so bad I can’t even see straight, and I know I will never be completely happy until I get it.
Five
GET YOUR FUCKING SHIT OFF OF MY FUCKING SIDE OF THE GODDAMN ROOM. IT’S BIG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO DO THAT, FUCK-TARD.
Six
Wow, this summer was interesting. We became great friends at the expense of both loosing another. I miss you terribly, and our crazy antics.
Seven
Getting over you was the hardest thing I think I will ever do.
Eight
I miss you so much. I am in love with you basically, which is kind of confusing in its own way. We have been friends for so long, and we have never fought. You are an amazing person. I don’t know how I will get through this year without. I am child without his blanket, lost in the woods (how metaphorical).
Nine
I do not deserve you. I have never met anyone like you, and I know I never will. You understand me on a whole new level. Talking on the phone for 5 minutes makes my day, and not talking at all makes me want to sit down and cry. No one has ever made me feel like this. I am completely happy, but I am worry I don’t provide the same for you. Please don’t get bored with me. I know it’s hard, but I think we can do it. I love you. That’s enough, right?
Ten
Jesus Christ, can’t you see that people just don’t like you?