Dark today pain all the time
Yes I'm in pain today but nothing like I had before. I thought people's parents was good to their children well I guess not in my side of the family. My mother who just back stabbed me big time. I got her a loan earlier this year for about 6,000.00. Yes a loan for 6k now and just found out that she has not paid a payment on it for sometime now. The balance being around 1300.00 and now i must find a way to come up with the 422.00 so I dont have to go to court on this matter. Now in my eyes my parents on my side of the family are dead and I mean all of them. They will not see my son Ethan no more. This is hard for me to write on here, But I mostly do what is been going on around my life currently and now I feel that my own family just used me like a old paper sack. I havent had a smoke for about a day and half until now. Whats next pick up drinking. My emotions are a wreck and I dont know what to do.
As I'm writing this my mother just called me and tried to settle this. But I told her what needs to be done. She told me could not do it. My response was I guess I'm going to court and you will not see Ethan no more. IF you want to call me you have my cell.
Brad
As I'm writing this my mother just called me and tried to settle this. But I told her what needs to be done. She told me could not do it. My response was I guess I'm going to court and you will not see Ethan no more. IF you want to call me you have my cell.
Brad