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Well I have not updated in awhile, so I thought I would. My life right now is kind of unfocused, but busy. I am in a real quandry right now about what to do with my life. I sent in the last of my application to Florida State and if I do not get in I think I might try to join some sort of abroad program like the peace corp or try to apply to another school or too. I have had a hard time, because I really feel I have been rejected lately. I did not even receive and interview with Indiana and as much as everyone tries to tell me it is there loss, it reminds me of all of my deficiencies. My thesis is not coming along well, I need to really get writing. I am going to stay at Wells for spring break in the hope of getting it finished. Facing graduation at the end of the year is hard, because it makes me think about how I have to leave all of my friends behind. That is going to be hard. Especially, since most of my friends from high school want nothing to do with me or call me up for a chat and I never hear back. I guess we have just grown too far apart. I just get the feeling that my life is going to change dramatically. I do not know how yet, but hopefully I will have something amazing to do. I just can not even think of facing another summer alone and jobless. I will find something if it is the death of me yet. On to happier topics though, I bought a fabulous new mini-series, North and South a few weeks ago done by the BBC. It really had a powerful effect on me. I just bought the Walk the Line and Pride and Prejudice soundtracks and can not wait for the DVDs next week. I am really excited about the possibility of Reese Witherspoon winning an Oscar. Anyways, I need to get back to my work. I have a ton of stuff to do.