Nov 19, 2004 08:27
I am really worried for several of my friends at this point in time. I care about them all deeply so I shouldn't really say worried - just more concerned for their overall well being. This is not directed towards one person; I have several individuals that I am concerned with. It all seems so overwhelming at times trying to help others with their problems. I was really starting to be selfish last night and was thinking things to myself like when am I going to get to be the person with the boy problems? When am I going to experience what true love is like? Love so strong that it makes you cry for hours and drives you to the point of actually going to IHOP at 1 in the morning and eating out of depression by yourself (hum, well on second thought I don't think that would ever be me but it's fun to think outside the box at the thought of me dining at a sub-par establishment).