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lately i've been thinking about things that have taken me back...
...my trip to paris
...my cousin's wedding
stuff that happened in the past, but it feels like i am a completely different person from the one who flew across the atlantic and walked down the isle clad in wedding garb.
i feel like i spend all my moments waiting for the next to come. i never live in the present, only the future, and while that's all well and good, i'm not enjoying my youth while it's still here.
i guess the plan is to take a step back and try to savor every moment of every single day, so that when the day finally comes that i realize that i'm no longer a spring chicken, to put it nicely, i will know that i lived all these days with a smile on my face, loving life...
..because, in this world that's devoid of any coherent meaning, isn't that what we should do? just live life carelessly, sparing ourselves the headache of wanting to know why, when, how?
sounds like a plan. who's with me?
...my trip to paris
...my cousin's wedding
stuff that happened in the past, but it feels like i am a completely different person from the one who flew across the atlantic and walked down the isle clad in wedding garb.
i feel like i spend all my moments waiting for the next to come. i never live in the present, only the future, and while that's all well and good, i'm not enjoying my youth while it's still here.
i guess the plan is to take a step back and try to savor every moment of every single day, so that when the day finally comes that i realize that i'm no longer a spring chicken, to put it nicely, i will know that i lived all these days with a smile on my face, loving life...
..because, in this world that's devoid of any coherent meaning, isn't that what we should do? just live life carelessly, sparing ourselves the headache of wanting to know why, when, how?
sounds like a plan. who's with me?