Lunchtime Thoughts
I just realized what it is that I truly miss about school. Well, it's not the only thing, but it's kinda big. The routine change. I know that sounds like an oxymoron, but it's true. I miss the start of the new school year. The change in schedules, routines, topics. You get change in school, but in a fairly routine way. A perfect balance for people who like routines, but can also get bored of them.
Sigh. I've been doing too much thinking over the last few months. The Plan that I have alluded to in past posts is sort of on the back burner. Mostly because I'm so close to actually implementing it (as opposed to taking the steps necessary to prepare it) that I'm scared. Scared and unsure.
I wish I was a tad less responsible and a bit more of a risk taker. You need some of that in order to figure things out, but I have an overabundance of responsible genes and not enough risk taking ones. Or maybe the problem is that I question everything too much. Maybe the real problem is that I have what I want, but I don't believe it. But then wouldn't I be certain? Would I just know?
Or maybe I'm being influenced by others in my life. Who/what? Not entirely sure. But most everyone seems to be on some sort of path. They aren't where they want to be, but they know where they're going.
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Well, the AC is working again. Not quite as cool as usual, but that's ok because we normally freeze in here. Something to look forward to: 2 Adventures in Cooking Posts.
Sigh. I've been doing too much thinking over the last few months. The Plan that I have alluded to in past posts is sort of on the back burner. Mostly because I'm so close to actually implementing it (as opposed to taking the steps necessary to prepare it) that I'm scared. Scared and unsure.
I wish I was a tad less responsible and a bit more of a risk taker. You need some of that in order to figure things out, but I have an overabundance of responsible genes and not enough risk taking ones. Or maybe the problem is that I question everything too much. Maybe the real problem is that I have what I want, but I don't believe it. But then wouldn't I be certain? Would I just know?
Or maybe I'm being influenced by others in my life. Who/what? Not entirely sure. But most everyone seems to be on some sort of path. They aren't where they want to be, but they know where they're going.
~*~
Well, the AC is working again. Not quite as cool as usual, but that's ok because we normally freeze in here. Something to look forward to: 2 Adventures in Cooking Posts.