IT'S ALL MY FAULT

[brazilianhoney1]

You say you hate to see me cry

Then why do you always bring a tear to my eye?

All I do is try to make you understand what I feel inside

But you take my words, transform them into weapons

And make me the one with all the faults

And I'm tired of having to tell you how to love me

Tired of seeing a little boy in front of me

He seems to never grow up

And I'm just tired of waiting for him to catch up

Look, here comes the wave of our argument

Go ahead, point to my past

Yell out my mistakes

Tell me I'm the one always leaving you

What a selfish person you think I am

But you don't even remember those butterflies inside anymore

You no longer value the simple action of holding my hand

or staring into my eyes

Maybe you are right-

Maybe it is all my fault for thinking that there's only you for me in this world

And in return letting you have all of my soul

Perhaps I loved too much,

gave too much,

devoted myself too much for you

Yes, it IS all my fault

for seeking your long-forgotten butterflies

and wanting a romantic night alone with you

For desiring you to tell me how happy I make you,

or that your counting the days 'till you see me again

It's my fault for wanting to make love instead of just having sex

and then fall asleep while you play with my hair

YOU ARE RIGHT

It is all my fault in the end.