Aug 23, 2008 21:00
How do I know if the little things that bother me now will be the big things that bother me later, or the idiosyncrasies that keep me yours?
How do I know what we're best as, if anything?
How do I know if I'll ever be able to rely on you?
How do I know if you'll have to rely on me?
How do I know if I'll ever forgive myself for what I did to you?
How do I know if I'm being the person I should be, or the person I want to be?
So many people on my mind as of late, and I feel like one of those people that wants to skip to the end of the book to see how things turn out so I can avoid the anxiousness of the now, though I know it's that anxiousness that keeps us running.