Soon this all will come to an end

Sep 18, 2005 11:34

*Real Life*

So, things with Devon have about died. She has a boyfriend, I have... No one. I stopped talking to her about a week ago, and don't expect to talk to her in the near future. I mean c'mon, she is the one that caused me ruin my life and future. Because of the whole Devon incident my Dearest Love, Megan, doesn't ever want to see me again. I love her and all but... This doesn't sadden me in the least bit. I have basically no emotions of sadness or anger. I dont know what is wrong with me. I love/d Megan, and now she doesn't ever want to see me, and I'm not sad at all, does that scream "need a shrink" or what...? Heh. I'm left girl-less and now my sister is mad at me too because she was really good friends with Megan. Oh well, I had fun with Devon because I like to have fun and I don't care about consequences. Because, When you're a heartless beast like me consequences don't matter. I look at the whole subject and laugh, I find it funny. I thought me and Megan had broken up, that's why I started doing stuff with other girls, because I was tired of being alone. Apparently we weren't broken up. HAHA. HOW FUNNY!!

Another funny thing is... I have been thinking recently of joining the military... And when i told my father this I'm sure that it was probably the first time in my life that I had made him proud... Heh.. The military life seems like the best choice for me.

*Secret Life*

I have As'aean. When I first got it it was still broken from when it was first made. I found out a way to fix it and I did. I made another As'aean for Jon, dubbed it "Justification". As'aean means Justification in native tongue. Jon cured the corrupted guy and then he left. Things have been real quiet around these parts of my life lately... Which is probably from the huge thing that just happend.. or it means that something big is about to happen.

Now that me and Jon both have an As'aean we can use all of the spells we want without any tolls for using them. Which means this world is in for a rude awakening. Slowly me and him are remembering the spells that I had written and without our abilities to use them whenever we want we are damn well going to take the chance to.

Nuuka is doing fine, Brazer is doing fine. We are all living in almost complete harmony. Jon seems to have become reliant on Nuuka but I'm sure that will pass in time. I don't recall a time I was reliant on Brazer but oh well, we all have different ways of growing up.
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