Holy Crapola

[brazenaffinity]

So I tried to give blood today right...being a good perso and all. I couldn't give blood for 2 reasons.....1. I have the lowest iron level the nurse has seen in 10 years and still standing and functioning...she told me to go home and eat the rarest steak i could...2. I had a rainbow bandana hanging from my bag. I amstill trying to figure out

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An Understanding

[anonymous]

I'm not sure how to tell you this Sharyn, but we can't be the friends that we were. We just can't be that close. I don't want to talk about what's wrong...but I don't want to hurt you anymore either. The truth is that a few of the things you said in your journal did hurt me. I did slightly feel what I expressed in my journal but in truth, it was gone after I typed it. Regardless however, there are still many things wrong with our friendship. The fact of the matter is that I don't want to be friends anymore. Just aquaintences. We were getting to close and it was wrong of me to let my guard down like that and allow you to get that close to me. This summer I might not be here. I'll be in Ann Arbor, but probably seeking treatment inside of a facility around here like the one in the city where Tom lives. It's to embarassing to talk about for me so I was just going to make you mad at me and then have the friendship break. I'm just doing this because I can't hold friends that close. There are a lot of things that are going wrong in my life that are contributing to a diagnosis which I may have to fight my entire life. I just don't have the energy to be that close to anyone right now; you, cole, nydia, meghan, misty, erik, jon, nick, ricky, adam, the other nick...anyone. I'm sorry, please don't call or bring this up....just let it be -- you can be mad at me if you want, that was the intention. I won't return your calls nor will I make any attempt to explain this because I simply don't want anyone (even my closest friends or family) to know.

Re: An Understanding

[anonymous]

Dear Sharyn, I'm probably Bi-polar. Up and down up and down. You've seen the pattern and so have I and so has Dr. Drake. People with Bi-Polar don't make good friends and I honestly do care about you so I was trying to cut our friendship off. I don't want to be one of those people who you talk about in a few years and say, "He was my best friend...but he hurt me so much and we just ended up going differnt ways..." But if you want to stick with me that's fine. I'm sorry about what I've said.

love, Mitch