Jeez
Went to Q tonite. Went to Mar's house in hamtramck to. I cried at Q tonite. I want Mar. I can not play any more.I am not happy they are together so this god awful front is gonna have to die. If you know me then you know how hard it is for me to not say exactly what i am thinking. I love him. I questionsed it for weeks and I am a firm believer there is no question about love...and therefore I love him. I want to be the one he holds hands with while he drives, I want to be the one he calls baby when he gets upset cause i am acting crazy from being to drunk. I want to be the one who he cuddles with in bed. I want all these things. I don't wish death upon anyone but in Shanes case I am gonna make a big exception. He told mar if he breaks up with him hes gonna not only out him to his family but hes gonna fuck up his car and try to get him fired. I feel so bad. I know I could be better then shane. I need the chance to show him that I am the best thing that could ever of happened to his cute little polish ass.Leave some advice after the beep......BEEP!!!!