WELL, you're bad news

Nov 12, 2004 18:44

I am not allowed to hang out with Alyssa anymore!!!!
Okay, so Alyssa snuck out last Sunday with some guy she met on the internet. She fell asleep on his couch watching a movie and Monday morning her dad went to wake her up for school and she wasnt there. She had snuck out with me a few months ago. Well, he assumed she was either out with me or one of my boyfreind's friends, which she was NOT!!! So, now her parents dont want me to see her anymore.

Just Peachy.
My life is screwed.

Tomorrow J and I are going to the mall.
Poor kid. Has to follow his girlfriend at the mall and go to church to see her.
This is such a lame town.
No one ever does anything except walk downtown, walk at the mall, go to the beach, and party. And I can never party because my parents watch me like mutha-freakin hawks.
So I'm left out.

I think my cousin Jake is coming to visit me in like Jan or Feb. That would kick ass. FINALLY!!! I'LL HANG OUT WITH SOMEONE MY PARENTS TRUST, BUT ISNT TRUSTWORTHY!! OW OW!



My room is the biggest room in the house--so my mom said I have to share it with Lexy.
FUCK!!!

I love that song by Rilo Kiley
When talking leads to touching...when touching leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
I'm just bad news

Having sex is no big deal.
What if we break up? What will I do?
I will cry outloud and die inside--move on, and then what?

Someone is making so much noise outside. THUMP THUMP. Seriously, I'm sooo scared.
I watched the Grudge.
I want to hide. That girl is coming to get me.
I need to smoke a cigarette.
I hate cigarettes. Will I ever be rid of them?
Shoot, Lexy is making noise upstairs.
Whatever, I'm going to smoke. <3

Lo Ren
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