yay!! im happy!!
WeLL im not sad or depressed or any of the crap that i said on mii last journal entry!!!! *wednesday tottally changed me* yay joy!! hMmM i should tital this one heaven---> since i tittalled the last entry hell.. haha i wont bother.. o stu[id pop-ups.. gRrR mii computer has some virus that is making it give mii pup ^'s.. and making mii com. slow... no fun!! well hehe tuesday i have a debate that they give up 2 months to work on... i started yestarday and i have o finish today.. yay... thats y im not at church right now.. im supppoesed to be doing the debate, and i was, but i needed to take a brake.. and i was hopeing that chad would be on im.. but no he's not on :(.. no fun!! well today in church i didn't get to sit with chad, and that made me sad.. and jealous of the peeps sitting next to him.. what happened was..... ok----> i usually sit on the right side with all the other youth.. but thsi time thar were so many peeps sitting over thar we sat in the middle section all the way in the back. so chad said he went to go wit with me where i usually sit.. but i wasn't there so he just sat with sum gurl... her name is cameron.. she is friends with my friend at school.. cameron was visiting..... i believe chad cause i trust him... but he had to sit with cameron!!?????? idk that's just what i think... well guess what!!?? my dadhas spies!! ahhhh!!! he told various adults to watch me and chad and see if.. or what we do....... great.. now to even hug chad i have to make sure no one is around... gRrRrRrR that makes things so difficult... i wish i was ungrounded cause then i could actually have a life with chad outside of church.... forever ago ((i still remember)) he said the only reason we aren't going out is bc im grounded... i was talking to him on the internet and he said he is going to wait for me to get ungrounded... i thinks that's really sweet but its unfair for him to wait... gRrR parents!!!! Why my parents are so strict idk.. but atleast im trying to be good!! i got mii hair straigtener and my radio back---- but i haven't gotten my make-up back.. GrRr so frustrating for me.. i mean cum on!! i had all the make-up my heart could wish for and poof they take every last piece away... wow my self esteem went poof with it.. well atleast people comment on how pretty mii hair is... but cum on i would trade hair straightener for make-up any day!!!!! cause i mean i could curl my hair instead of straigntening it!! o well i'll be grateful for what i do have.... yay! hMmM lets see..... about 3 days till wednesday when i get to see chad!!! yay!! happiness.. well i better go and finish mii debate.. buhbye!!! luv---- liz!!